Nekyia's Threshold

subject:
The Price of Friendship
post date:
2007-04-07 15:31:01
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(Read "My Stupid Life" and "When I Hate My Husband" blogs for the background information on this epiphany.)**********************************************I like to clearly identify and understand all aspects of my life and the causation of both triumph and tragedy. I trusted the keeping of a part of myself into the hands of another one more time - inspite of numerous slashes, scars, and amputations from interactions with others. Why? Because I've also had numerous strokes, nurturing, and uplifting from others. My husband and I just got into a verbal battle over the cost of Easter for four children and two grandchildren and ONCE AGAIN I had the fact that I HAD to go and see my friend, and spend my husband's hard earned money on seeing MY friend, thrown in my face. Its been almost a month since my FRIEND threw my friendship back in my face because I didn't ask him how his dinner was at the show I took him to. I'm feeling like less of a road between Tweedledee and Tweedledum and more like a foxhole. That rut is dug deep, and still deeper. The bombs keep falling. BOOM!In keeping with my twisted sense of coping, I thought I'd look up and post the checking account notation that shows exactly how much a lost friendship and a continued fiscal beating from a husband costs. Oh sure - I know there's more to it all than this - but this is like the shape of a dunce cap that says sooooo much about the person that's wearing it. ***********************************03/20/2007 TOMMY GUN'S GARAGE INC, CHICAGO,NC CHECKCARD TRANS. Debit $263.35 ***********************************Pardon me while I go adjust my dunce cap. It seems that my bowed head isn't keeping it properly on. WHATEVER... I would have thought a friendship would cost more.